Sunday, August 29, 2010

Worship In My Car

So yesterday I spent alot of time downloading new songs for my Ipod. (yes I pd for them) I am very selective about which songs I want and what the message is that I want to listen to. Ever since I have got back from Kenya I have been struggling with worship. When I was in Kenya I felt so free in my worship and it was so authentic. I could dance lift my one arm and just let loose. Here back in TX I feel so confined. I have been trying to figure out and have been struggling to recreate that same experience. As I began to listen to some of the great gospel songs that I downloaded I got up and started dancing and just let loose. I am starting to realize that whether it be in my car, in my office, in church service or in Kenya, I can meet God in worship in that same real way as long as I don't put God in a box. I was putting limitations on Him and how intimate of worship I could have with him. I would allow life circumstances get in my way and loose focus on the purpose that was set out before me. I will now go into worship multiple times a day through the music that speaks to me and clear my mind of all things and pour my heart out to God with purpose.

Side Note: I think that it is great when I am worshipping in my car and people drive up beside me and I am wrapped up in the moment and then I catch an eye of someone and they are laughing because all they see in the car is me, but little do they know I am not alone!

Walking By Grace
Michelle

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