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How Great How Awesome Is He!!!

Let me tell you. God is so Awesome, He is so powerful, and He is still at work! Last night I was on my way to go pick up my niece. We only get to see her for 2 hours on Thursday's. We pick her up from her step dad and mom... These pick up and drop offs are very hard on me. Her step dad is not a nice person at all. He does things that break my heart! I dread going to pick up my niece! Last night was extra hard because of some news that my brother had given me on Wednesday night. I was distraught and my heart couldn't take what I knew I was about to have to face. On my way to go pick her up I cried out to God and asked Him to please completely change the circumstances that I was getting ready to go into. I prayed that her step dad would act completely different and that this would be the most pleasant experience. I pulled up. Got out of my car. Things went so beautifully and were sooooo completely different that I had to fight back my tears! I said out loud THANK YOU JESUS!!! Annie and I had a great time together. I taught her to use chopsticks for the first time and we had great conversations! Then came the drop off. That lasting taste in your mouth. I prayed on the way there. Her step dad didn't even get out of the car and let me walk Annie over to them and let her get in the car! I know that to some this sounds like NOTHING... THIS IS HUGE!!!! God heard my cries knew my heart, my heartache, and exactly what I needed. I praise him in these moments and in the moments that I feel like I can't make it but he knows that I can through Him! He gives me the green light!