2 Fast 4 You!

OK so I know what some of you are thinking. The title to my blog is so cliche. I mean after all it is a name to a movie.. Well. I have had alot of time to think in the past couple of days and in those VERY lonely moments I kept on quietly screaming at God. It was that muffled cry from deep in my soul. The questions of all the whys and what ifs engulfing my mind overwhelming me. Not the angry screaming I hate you God why are you doing this to me. I realized that every time that I finally seem to be getting somewhere in my life that something else MAJOR happens and I'm yanked right back off the road like a broken down car. I remember having a discussion with a friend of mine and I had asked her about a decision that I was facing that what if we walked through the wrong door what would God do? Well I found out real quick! It took less than 2 months. Sure in those 2 months I was superwoman. I was killing myself to make the job work that I thought I was supposed to take. I was neglecting God. I stopped going to church because I was so tired. My body gave out on me completely. I became a broken car! Only my engine light had come on way before I ran out of gas. I thought I was 2 fast for life that I could outrun any of my problems without God and in times outrun God. In this blog I will share how I have run, try to be the driver, the engineer, and the mechanic of my own car. Or what you refer to this thing called LIFE.